Maybe this is the end, all down hill from here? What if it's something more than a bad headache? What happens if I can't follow through on all the promises?
What if?
And what if not? Can't stop and paralyzed with wonder.
This blog used to be about something else. It used to be about life, and hope, and dreams, and fears. It didn't used to be about anything real. It wasn't supposed to be about struggling to find help for your kid after a traumatic brain injury or six. But that's what it is now because the medical system sucks. Despite humans walking around with minds and brains and hormones and muscles, our medical system seems to feel tha the best thing to do is compartamentalize body organs and wear blinders.